![]() ![]() ![]() Yeah I agree I never had feeling for guys ever but recently I started to question my sexuality in the HARD way (depression Obsessive compulsive disorder ect) I tortures myself and got 5 erection over gay thoughts in 2 months but I feel like it changed me like I might be bisexual (my fear being to lose my heterosexuality because with all this shit girls doesn't arouse Le anymore but it is another problems) so I asked myself could I have been ignoring my bisexuality all my life (never felt aroused by guys until this fear came in still not aroused by guys irl but I feel aroused by muscular guys maybe because I'm a little bit chubby) and we talked about denial for me a denial is something you knew but never or secretly engaged in but some of my friend told me that I could have masked my homosexual side after my 14 years old (I questioned my sexuality because I was admiring a guy really bad (not love or sexually attracted to him but I wanted him to love me because he was really cool and I was this ugly nerd.
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